Whatever crashes, crashes

Scrolling through my cellphone
Using my dummy account
Watching people who are desperate to find that one person they want to spend with the rest of their lives.
I just smiled in one corner and this realization hit me.
They are all lost and want to be happy.
At some point, others are pretentious
No good intentions…
However, I feel sad because the one who I thought would never broke me, broke me…
I can’t take him off my head
He just keep on messing it.
I hate this feeling.
I trusted someone I thought would never betray me.
I can’t force him to love me
Maybe we’re not just for each other, I guess.
I have no regrets though because at the smallest period of time, I have him and he never turn me down
He believes in me when no one else can.
And luckily, I get to know his little world. Know that I decided to leave because I can’t stand seeing you happy with someone else. I was truly hurt but now I’m signing off. Thank you for being a part of my history. Even if it means you’re happy without me.